Anyways my friend who is a Reiki healer had us write things on pieces of paper and then burn them.
Things we want to let go of.
Like tarot card readings, I find myself analyzing, trying to look inward and see, (Does it help? Does it work? /////////) on and on and on.
I very rarely give myself up to anything. I can’t just feel it.
My parents are deeply suspicious of anything “hippy”. I’m not suspicious. Maybe skeptical.
I want to be able to cleanse myself of anything dragging me down, the things that cause me to doubt my self-worth.
Do I believe that I can?
I guess the answer is maybe, so then it follows that the answer is really
also: a song.
WHICH MEANS! For one full year, I will not buy any new clothes.
IF I absolutely NEED to buy something, I will buy it from a thrift store.
But I shouldn’t need anything.
oh here’s a song: