I have a final exam today, and I am not prepared. I care more about working as much as I possibly can than school. School is unimportant. I figured out the other day that if I work full time for 8 months (at my current job and pay-rate) I can travel for four months. I can do this every single year. For the rest of my life.
The only problem is I don’t really want a full time job… I want a job where I get to work whenever I want to, and I can stop working whenever I want to.
Basically I need two jobs. Then I can work PRN for both of them and still get enough hours.
I JUST WANT TO TRAVEL EVERYWHERE.
AND I DON’T WANT TO END UP STUCK IN NORTH DAKOTA POPPING OUT BABIES EVERY COUPLE OF YEARS.
Sometimes I do want to find someone… but then again I don’t want my wanderlust cured. I don’t want to depend on someone else for my happiness. I’m fine depending on myself and the future.
and then there’s that heartbeat of lonely lonely lonely in the back of my head saying maybe I can’t do this forever.
screw you heartbeat, maybe I can.