Tossing and turning thinking of this nursing home performance.. Dunno why this is stressing me out, pretty sure the old people will love it no matter what. And I’m a good dancer. But somehow I keep messing up the suicide dips and other moves I should know by now…. Merrrrr whatever. It will be a good experience. Haven’t performed dance in front of other people for over two years now. Why is this stressing me soooo…. It’s gonna be fun. Hope I don’t freak myself out (not like I’m not doing that now haha). Maybe it’s best to just not volunteer to do things that make me nervous. But then I just coast through life doing nothing but working… Maybe a challenge is good spice. Let’s face it I have no ambition. I can’t believe I’m actually going though with this. Feels like my first day teaching in Thailand.