feel like I spend my whole life distracting myself from loneliness
I am probably one of those people that would find it beneficial to meditate.
Leaving what is comfortable is terrifying, but what else can you do? Stagnation is a dull ache. It took me a while to notice, but now I have to do something about it.
I have no discernible goals for the future. My only consolation is that I’m always going to be okay, just by virtue of a good work ethic and a frugal sensibility.
I’m leaving because no one dances here.
Do I have to apologize for how scattered this is?
I write this for me, not you.