Personal Update: Learning how to have the conversations that give me the anxious-shakes, like an airplane ride through turbulence, at least you get somewhere.
What I mean is I have an appointment with an immigration lawyer. Go time.
SpeaKING of anxious shakes, I am currently in a clinical trial. They’re testing fentanyl patches on us, with a side of naltrexone to take the edge off. Like when you drink milk because you can’t handle spicy food. Except usually no one pays you 2000 dollars to eat wings and drink milk. 5 days stay – in, then a couple days off, then 5 more days. Finished the first half, and I get out Wednesday. I flipping HATE the pharmaceutical industry but I gotta get that money. Truly a sell out.
If you’re interested in these kinds of things you might try centerwatch.com or if you’re in Fargo specifically we have algorithme pharma, novum, and axis clinicals that shouldn’t be too hard to find online.
These meds….when I’m trying to sleep I can just hear my heart pounding, most recently to this song: