kind of a horrible day. again.
funny how life hits you hard. While staring at a hospital bill for 60,000 dollars I can’t help but think
(this is not where I thought I’d be)
mostly I just wanna toss out my past, throw it all away, leave leave leave.
I feel sick tonight. Earlier I felt great. It’s like my stomach has to rebel against all the happiness I was feeling earlier, can’t let me just FEEL GOOD for once.
meh. I was feeling all hopeful and excited for the future and whatnot too.
now I just feel awful.
okay enough complaining. tomorrow is another day and I WILL feel better.
I freaking hope so.
is music. This is a song I used to listen to in junior high.
at least it’s warm nowadays. High of ’75 – Relient K
I’m taking my meds and all, and I’m not as hyped up, which could be a good thing (some would say a VERY good thing) but my blog posts are probably about to get way less interesting. I have a nice $58,000 hospital bill to attempt to pay off. It’s a stressful thing, being an adult. I wish this would have happened when I was younger and still on my parents’ health insurance.
back in Fargo, on meds for good this time. hopefully I can fix some damaged relationships up here. A fantastic song by the Smiths, all for you!